Today I feel numb

Not sad, so I'm guessing thats better. Hopefully tomorrow I will feel happy.

I've got no plans for today and I'm extremely okay with that.

H came over to pick my son up for a football match...he stayed in the car as usual, no attempt to speak to me. And I actually couldn't give two hoots!

I think H being so cold has helped me detach...at least for now. This rollercoaster is intense. But today it's calm in my head.

Me 50 H 48
S 23 S 21 D 19
Together 31 years
Married 25 years
Separated April 2009 Reconciled 2010
Separated September 2017