Surfer my dear, I’ve been wondering about you. I hope you’re doing fabulous!

V, you too darling! I’ve had a wonderful couple days with the children. Ex was nowhere to be seen, and expecting the next random visit or kick off from him. My can’t be bothered meter is off the chart. I go from being anxious about seeing him to an “oh whatever, I’m tired of this. Do what you want”. Maybe this is the next step of my journey.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16