Sweet Nicole, i hope you managed to get through today. It isn’t easy, especially all you’ve got on and so close to BD time. I second antidepressants, i was reluctant to, and refused to for a long time. I must admit once it began to work it helped me to think a bit clearer. You have a lot on and no support, so anything that might help you is worth a shot.
Crying does help. It gets it out of your system, accept it and let it all out. He was beyond rude and heartless to you, but that’s something you’ve now learnt. So it’s time to prove him wrong, a metaphorical (or literal) middle finger up to him- and you are going to get through this. And you will. Stronger and sassier!
We are all here for you, and rooting for you. Big love my darling, you’ve got this
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16