Thanks Cherry. Wishing all who celebrate it a Merry Christmas! Doing well today. I am afraid of crashing again after the holidays. I can't go back emotionally to where I was. That was waaaayy too rough. I am very much afraid of that pain.

Love and Hugs to all of us!

DB August 6, 2017 after 3 month separation
Me: 54
H: 58
Two Teenage sons
Living Separately from H
Married 19 years, together 22 years
Not sure if this is an MLC or WAS