Thanks pinn, Own, bttrfly, Westo, AP and Job. I appreciate your comments and reassurance that I am doing the right thing.
Even though I know it is the right thing to do this letting go malarkey is tough! I had a little cry today. Just the realisation that H is not a very sentimental person (I thought he was but during this time I realise he lives for the here and now only) so I know not seeing us at Christmas won't really phase him very much. That's a bitter pill to swallow. I guess that makes it even more important for me to let go of the past because I don't think any of it was what I believed it to be.
Thank you all once again.... Xx
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
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Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
