I've said it many times, you are all amazing people. Thank you.

I am on an emotional rollercoaster of my own, I do not need to also be a yoyo at the end of her string. I don't need her abuse. This is so bizzare, it's the first time she has ever been abusive towards me. I'm in shock, disbelief, and I'm totally hurt to my core. I can't believe this happened to me.

I feel it's a 50/50 chance of PA at this point. There isn't much I can do about it though. I haven't looked into her whereabouts or social media. I have kept completely isolated, but really... This has been a very hard 4 days of DBing. My entire world is upside down.

Christmas is upon us and for the first time in half a decade our kids are not together, and we are not together. I hope that it resonates with her and makes an impact... Because for me, it is killing my soul. I'll never be the same after this.

So sad. At least I'm here for my kid. He needs me. And I need him too.


Save yourself. Nobody is coming!
BD:11/2017
Filed:12/2017
Final: 2/2018