I am so proud of you! It's time that you took back control over your life and time. It's time he realized that you aren't sitting there waiting for him to come over, call or text.
You have come a long way and you know what? You sound so much more self assured and ready to face each day as it comes. Nice work!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.