so i think you're doing the absolute right thing - you've switched it up, you aren't running to him and he's now both puzzled and seeking you out. Good. Keep that up.

And darling, why would you not post? We are your support and if you're having a hard time, let us know so we can help you through it!!

Happy Christmas!
xoxoxoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver