I think I am doing well, surprisingly. There are good times and bad times, but no longer are they days long.
You hit the nail on the head - I felt empowered. I wish I didn't need to feel empowered in this situation, but it is a much better place to be, if I have to.
I am fully trying not to dwell and what is no longer and only focusing on me and the moment... trying. I know you are right and this is just temporary smoke and mirrors. I wish his quest wouldn't involve hurting me and my son, because I do wish he'd have the happiness and peace he seeks. I truly do. That sometimes gets clouded when he's hurtful.
watch and see I know you're right. You've written other things, that have come to fruition. I stand to the side, taking care of me, watching and seeing.
How will you be spending the holidays? I hope will be enjoying with family and friends. Sometimes in this all-consuming life event, I forget to ask about others.
M:43 H:44 M:10 T:14 S:26 BD:7/21/17 H files for D:7/31/17 (haven't been served) PA:8/30/17
