Adjusting to being a LBS....

[Subitai]

Well, I'm going apartment shopping over lunch. It's hard to deal with the fact that I'm doing the legwork to end the marriage when I have no desire to end it. Looking at a couple of studios not too far from where we live so we can start doing the 'trade off apartment vs. house' starting in January.

Still working on 180s. Yesterday was pretty good. I asked WAW how she was doing when she got home and she said she was scraping the bottom of the barrel, so I got the kids to bed and put on one of her favorite movies. I'm doing... a little better. I know I'm not great, but I'm a little better than I was last week. I'm going to try a meditation class today before shopping for the apartment.

Reading a co-parenting book, need to get some time to re-read DR to get fully back in the game. Didn't push on the 123 Magic, but this morning reinforced why we need a better strategy than we have right now. I got annoyed and a little angry at the kids for not listening and having to repeatedly ask them to stop doing things, and I would have been counting them and taking away screen time later tonight if I was allowed to use the system.