Let me add, I know how much it hurts to realize you've been lied to, manipulated, and gaslighted. Do you have someone you can talk to IRL about this? I think that will help.
Me-47,XW-43 S13,S16 M:18 BD:4-23-17 W filed:7-17-17 (5 months of in-house separation hell) W moved out:1-6-18 D granted:2-15-18 Decree signed:3-29-18