New LBS dealing with WW Part 2

[Joe2017]

V,

Well it is kinda weak because I can only do this for two weeks. I do have to go back to the home when the holidays are over, per my attorney.

It's not punishment, or vindictive thoughts really. I need space. I need to wake up tomorrow and not see her. I need to go to bed and not worry about hearing her car pull up to the house. I need time to think without hearing, seeing, or smelling her.

I don't know what will come of this, but I do know that I am very dedicated to not contacting her during this period. I am so uncertain of the outcome.

I am an emotional train wreck right now but I'm not breaking NC for her to throw me a bone. I'm beginning to see that I might be better off without her.