Wow, Mark this day on the calander - Doodler actually made me laugh out loud.
So I think I followed most of that and better yet I think I can help! I have 25 years of healthcare expierence, much outside the hospital and some inside. No one ever called the ambulance for erectile dysfunction but I can still help. First off, I totally agree with the others in talking to another doc. There is very low risk in ED meds unless you take another med that might interact like nitroglycerine or something. Baring that near any doc swill give you a script. A free standing clinic is one option. Another even better is telemedicine. More and more places now do this. Doctor on Demand is an example. But you really don't even need that as for about the same total cost you can order over the Internet with just a bit of looking around. While I've not ordered ED I have angibiotics and such. It really does work. There is no reason to suffer. Just the placebo effect will do wonders.
Now as for this girl.... It's very likely her and not you. She has only had sex once in the last 7 years? There is a huge clue right there. I can't tell you why these things happen only confirm that they do - all the time and to everyone! Most times it really is more about them than you. Somethung scared her and likely nothing you did. Although, women really will take a transmission failure as their fault. She may have felt you were not into her and didn't want the pain of feeling rejected. I'd more guess that if she's not been intimate in 7 years that's where the clues are.
Then this ghosting crap, I swear not much makes me angrier. How did we get to the point where someone won't even have the decency to say "sorry I'm not interested anymore." Just ignore and unfriend? Grow the hell up!
I don't want to pass my negativity onto you but it's the very things you've been dealing with that has totally soured me on dating - especially on line. The fact that you've had as many dates as you claim is already a huge win. It really is. You're doing better than many I read about. Get some cialis and carry on. I'd rather own pretty much everything other than when it comes to women and then I'm a total renter.
DonH Midwest Me 56 WAW-EXW 55 Met 11/95 / Married 5/00 Bomb 6/20/05 / She Filed on 6/2/06 / Divorced on 10/9/06 4 who'd qualify as GF since D & dated about 25 women since D