Hi Coco. I have been reading your thread since the start of the year. You have got the stength of your own journey now. You sound longing for past times. Keep moving, keep GAL. You are a free man, you stood for your values. Keep going. Sometimes it is no so easy but it is a must do. The anchor from the past needs to be broken. I sail those turbulent waters from time to time. It“s hard not to get dizzy. Starts a new year soon...