Infidelity/WAH, my story pt 12, D on hold

[PsySara]

part 11

This will be brief as I am still tired from the surgery I underwent yesterday. My cousin took me for my surgery and I had WH go to work because he's been known to be overbearing and curt before any family undergoes surgery. WH was very attentive all day yesterday, he texted me constantly while I was in pre-op, telling me he loved me and that I was very brave and strong. The operation went off without a hitch and the recovery was no where near as painful as previous operations I underwent (gall bladder removal, cardiac ablation, etc.,) WH was there as soon as I woke and stroking my head, kissing my forehead and asking how I felt. Afterward we went by the pharmacy and picked up Tramadol for pain and also picked up dinner.

I was still very sleepy from the anesthesia and spent the evening dozing on and off while WH handled child care. I am home today recovering with the plan to return to work tomorrow. I am lucky in that my job is not physically demanding and I have a good support staff. WH was attentive today before going to work and has been texting and checking in on me. He's never been like this before after my operations. I have hope he is eventually going to learn to be a good husband. I think for some people remorse doesn't happen overnight, it is only through time and seeing the person in front of you that it starts to sink in their worth and how close you came ot losing them. My shields are still up and I continue to observe WH for consistency.

Thank you all my well wishers and your prayers, they have been invaluable.