Nothing new with W, but I am feeling a lot more detached, calm, and at peace with myself.
Saw W this morning for a bit and it was totally fine from my end. I wasn't on edge. I wasn't dreading to have her around. I felt internally very relaxed and calm. Hugs and some light convo, but I am at a place where I didn't have a second take on if anything means anything.
I know there's a lot of posts with people struggling and in pain and hurt, and I have posted a lot of my own share of that no doubt.
Just wanted to come and post on good days as well because it does get better. Detachment is a wonderful place to hang out and have a few drinks. You will get better. Just hang in tight for a bit until the storm passes.