Say, for the sake of argument OM never happened. She just decided to check out and told you she wanted a divorce. HOw would your sitch be looking to you right now?
Probably worse. Even before BD I was starting to have suspicions... the frequent going out, dressing herself up, etc etc. I don't think I'd be able to bring myself to believe she was "just checking out".
At any rate, while it made it somewhat worse, and even more so that it was with a friend, it wasn't just the A that got me spooled up and woken up... it was the realization I was actually going to lose her. But, given the way my mind works I'd prolly still be spinning scenarios, just now about every other man out there instead of just OM.
H53/W51, R-ing 4/'18
"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires"-Sg.of Sg 2:7
"So oftentimes it happens,that we live our lives in chains, & we never even know we have the key"-Eagles III 1:3
