He has been friendly in his emails since the incoherent one. I was hoping that was a sign of possible beginning of reconciliation attempt, but I now think it has more to do with me being willing to move forward with D. I haven't seen him since the end of October when he was really hateful to me in front of my son. I think I cried for a full 24 hours after that incident. But since the incoherent email, he also left me cash without my asking. I'm thinking that maybe money is his "love language". But I'm so afraid of reading too much into anything. There is no real sign he is interested in reconciliation. I know he is unhappy because my son told me that he is struggling more than me. Anyway, I am rambling. This is such a difficult journey. Does anyone know what beginning reconciliation signs look like?
DB August 6, 2017 after 3 month separation Me: 54 H: 58 Two Teenage sons Living Separately from H Married 19 years, together 22 years Not sure if this is an MLC or WAS