Help needed from Far-east.

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I came home that night. Went straight to shower and watched TV.
She asked me "I am booking the ticket to USA, Aren't you gonna say anything?"

I said "I spent 4 hrs on the bus thinking of what to do. I came up with the idea of letting you go then the bus arrived before I can think of anything else. So, I will let you go, then after that I will let you know if anything come up."

Next day, she spent almost 2 hrs tried to find the ticket. Finally, she got it for $2800 from 18th to 26th of December.

At the same night, she went to bed, I was in the living room watching sth funny on Youtube. She came out said that my life seem to be OK w/o her, why am I still want to stick around?

I said, I just live my life just like what you did, I suffered enough already, now it feels great that I let you go. So, please don't worry about me and go to US. After that, she told me that she never want to go but she think it was her false that OM broke up which her and she just want to apologize in person. She asked for my suggestion. I said "I can't answer it for you. You won't get the answer you want to hear from me."

The next morning (15th), we went out of town. she got her hair done, tattoo her eyes brow,painted her nail. After she finished everything, she told me that she wanted to cancel the ticket. ?????????? Then she called the airline and cancel it in front of me. ????? then at night, she asked me to go have dinner at the 54th fl roof top restaurant. Nothing much, just a good time.

Today is 19th, I don't know her real situation with OM. Her emotions is up and down lately. Try to pick a fight sometime. However, She seems lonely and didn't talk much.