What to Do? 6

[chris19]

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so now what are you going to do? you say you will NC again... but what will you do differently? what will you do when she comes beckoning?

I am going to focus on me again. I got really wrapped up in what I need to be doing to get her back; or to change myself so she saw me in a different light. Instead; I am going to do me from now on. I know she will come around to temp check again, and I am not going to entertain her until I see action of remorse and commitment. If that drives her to a D, so be it.

Sandi

Would her behavior somehow make more sense, to know she's having a MLC at 28?

I know wayward and MLC'er have similar behavioral patterns; and no it would not "make more sense" to me. I was more just spit balling with the board b/c I have been absent. I feel sad for her to be honest. I am defiantly not using it as an excuse to make it more soft that she is MLC, rather than a manipulative, lying, dishonorable, wayward person I am currently married too.

I just can't believe I am here at 30 and on the verge of a D...its really depressing, and the thought of spending another holiday away from half of my life really hurts.