Divorce and Acceptance- Part 2

[Pax_luv]

Hugs right back at you, Bttrfly! I hope you have a wonderful holiday season and are staying warm and cozy.

Oddly enough, I really am ok. His craziness and his anger is his to own (tx for this mantra, Sotto) and has nothing to do with me. I see him hanging on to these excuses for dear life because if he didn't have this crutch, he would have to face the mess he's single handedly made (specifically in terms of the divorce) and it would be really tough pill for anyone to swallow.

So I use my lawyer... Though he's super expensive, and I hope all the monstering fares well for me in the end. Literally nothing I can do except keep living my life with integrity. That's it.

The last couple years I haven't been much in the holiday spirit, but this year I'm really filled with a ton of gratitude for all these new special rocks I have in my life. I really have surrounded myself with good people who are filled with depth and substance. It's incredible. So... I'm currently listening to holiday jazz music in my office which is filled with the scent of fresh pine from some christmas tree branches. Gosh... All is good.

Of course, I've said it before and I'll say it again, and again and again... I Continue to be grateful for this board and everyone on it. A million times, thank you.

Xoxo.