Hi Cherry, it sounds like you're doing as well as possible given your circumstances. Night time is definitely the hardest. I don't know how you're able to run a business, do your eyebrows, and find all that energy! I wanted to follow your advice about doing beauty treatments at night but I haven't been able to do so yet. I keep falling asleep from exhaustion but I'm also physically ill with a new chronic illness so maybe that's partly why.
It just seems to me, without knowing much, that you'll likely meet a really wonderful man through your son's school or in the community because you seem to be doing all the right things and someone, somewhere is going to notice you when the time is right!