I know. You're in the worst of it. Know that this will not last forever, although it may feel like that. Hang in there Pax. I'm sorry you're going thru this xoxoxo
Try to think of it as a massive culling the herd - people who didn't really know you and don't deserve you ... still hurtful, I know.
I hope you have a beautiful peaceful holiday. xoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver