Living in limbo and hating it

[Gordie]

Painful,

If you read enough threads, this is not usually a straight path. You don’t know the future. That’s why they say one day at a time. My w has been on and off the d bandwagon and I don’t know what tomorrow will bring. Do D B for you. She may come back. She may not. She may only come back after D or years later. You never know. So the goal is to be the best you possible. That is attractive, even if your w is the fool who no longer wants to notice.