Why would to forego the truth? Why would you degrade your morals?
DonH and ginger has given you great advice. You aren't adhering to the advice being given here because you keep talking to your W about the R.
You are putting your W before all at the moment. Why would she put you before herself when you haven't put yourself first yet. You need healing. How is your W going to resoect, if you are not respecting yourself. I just want you to think about these things. And like Ginger said STFU. Pls.
I have been where you at. We all have. And we know first hand what won't work, please don't make the same mistakes as we did.
M:37 W:37 T:11 M:10 S17, S13, S10, S4 BD:06/28/17 OM confirmed 07/20/17 Recon the M 10/29/17 Working hard:2gether
Onward and forward
This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.