Why does it get under my skin? : simple.. the fake. The constant presence everywhere we go and everything we do. His sneaky ways. How did he know we were having this reunion? How did he know we were on our way back at that moment? CONSTANTLY!! Does your ex keep tabs on your every day through messages to the kids?
My future: i want to relocate. My prior post showdd you what i will be fighting about. The neighbourhood, the condition of my house and my low profile job. It' s all there and he will make this move a living h@ll for me while sounding amazingly caring for the kids. Meanwhile, if we struggle, it will be my stupidity who will be pointed out.
It seem this new(old) life is my norm now and it stinks. The only way of freedom from him would be at the cost of my children which i am not willing to give up..
My empty nest envision: business owner or business management. Once my phisical can no longer perfofm the work, i am thinking about volontaire work with the elderly.
What do i do for fun: in the summer, exploration, road trips, hiking. In the winter: coffee with friends once a week. Go to visit Son every week-end.. if weather permit, visit D22 at least 3 times through the winter.
