Job, you hit it on the nose. I do agree that H believes I am better off without him. That may come from him knowing he won't change. He said himself, he can never be the man I want him to be. I am believing this may be for the best, for both of us. We both deserve to have someone who loves us for who we are. Everyone does, right?

It's too bad we have not been able to make the changes we both needed to see in each other. I don't like the dislike I feel for him, or feel from him. As against divorce as I am, I wonder if it sometimes is the best thing. frown


Me 48 H 46 S 11
M 2004
BD 8/13
H moved out 2/15
-live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-