You have to stop trying to mind read. You don't know what he's thinking and most of the time, he won't know either because he's a hot mess at the moment emotionally.
Give him plenty of time and space to really think about things. He's got to do this his way. You don't know if he's going to reach out or not. If he does, be upbeat and cordial. If he doesn't, so be it. He'll be thinking about you and your previous holidays. They don't forget them and if he doesn't hear from you, it just might create a bit of curiosity on his part. If you speak to him, don't share your entire holiday news w/him. Leave a bit of mystery on the table...
It's time for Hunny to start living her life and that's okay. Leave the door ajar and continue to move "forward". Leave the mind reading to the woman that has the crystal ball.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
