I just read your entire thread and wow, have experienced so many of the same things.
In the last week, I have gotten the vague apology and trying to act normal and approaches for physical intimacy (I rejected her).
This is a tricky place to be, good to know I’m not alone.
Sandi2 and arista,
Thanks for the invaluable comments. I won’t hijack but your comments to pew have been great for me too.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving