I do walk on eggshells. I don't like it and am trying not to.
Sometimes I am able to be calm and relaxed, but until I can completely detach I seem to cycle with her moods a little. Not always, but often. As far as confident, I don't know how to answer that. I was very a very confident man before this. Then my ego and confidence was destroyed with BD. I am way more confident than I was then, but not yet like before. Actually, now that you have me thinking about it...I think I still lack a lot of confidence. Confidence is something that I've always just had. How do you rebuild it? I think if I could rebuild confidence that the other things would be easier to fall in to place.
