A new year... A new beginning

[Lana_71]

Journaling ...
I know I am not doing myself a favour and I want to take these idea’s from my mind but some how I am not able to. I am curious to understand what is going on.
So here is the deal


He seems to have left the country he is living in and is in Europe for a while no idea how long but more than two months. Why .
Is he sick and need medical attention. In his msg he says he is stuck here a a bit. What does that mean. Is is financial . He says he need to arrange his living arrangement. He was a partner in his company and on his profile he is still the MD. Does he have financial troubles hence he left. I tried to call the company land line but no one answers . Is there someone in his life? I just need answers . Why all this secrecy . I guess that is why he does not answer any of my emails as he don’t want to say what he is doing. I have one contact in his company but I don’t feel good sending him email asking about my H and I am sure he will tell him. Or should I tell h I am going to contact his friend to get my answers. I know I should not do any of that... but curiousity kills the cat...

I need to shut my mind and only think of me and kids. But I wish to have my answers .