Hunny

It looks as if his life is going great and for now it may
I remember feeling the exact same way in the beginning of XH MLC
he looked good, happy and he got to go out and have fun whenever he wanted
he went on trips
took his motorcycle out for festivals slept out finally moved in with OW

I was at home crying, grieving going to therapy
raising 2 kids alone- one 5 years old
It looked as if he hit the jackpot

In truth it probably was fun for him to relive his youth, but after a few years
it wasn't all cute and fuzzy anymore
he was M to an active drug addict ,,he gave up his sobriety of 20 years to drink and drug again..he lost a secure business ..he gave me the house the kids everything for exchange for his freedom
it took a few years years to notice...In the beginning it may have looked like new love, and all was ok but you won't see the truth for a while
If you watch, you will see a very ill man seeking temporary happiness in exchange for a secure life
watch and you will see him fall
they have to go down ..way down b4 they can go up


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow