Adjusting to being a LBS....

[Subitai]

W couldn't look me in the eye the last time we tried to talk. I'm guessing that means I 'pushing' and 'pursuing' again. I want to talk to her about what's going on with me, but that's counterproductive. Grrrr! SO HARD!

Went out with some friends last night, and that was cathartic. Shared some of what I'm going through in IC, and that was very helpful. The person I most want to talk to about it is the one person I cannot.

Will have the kids solo for the next two nights.