So much has happend in my life since I last posted but ....I do have a question
So I am now living apart and have sold the family home ...just as I was told it would be ok ....and it is ....living on my own with my older children is well stressful they are teenagers and wow they are lazy ...got to get some ground rules in place before I get arrested for murder !!!!!
W and I are kinna civil to each other divorce has been filed ...inside granted and now just waiting for the six weeks to pass
I travel a lot to see my younger kids and not seeing them is killing me emotionally still getting very upset and I try not to think about the sitch.
W has banned me from going into her house and this makes it a little difficult when dropping off and seeing the younger ones ...and I know I am still way too attached and still I cannot let go ...seems no matter what she says or does however hurtful she is to me I cannot let go ...my choice and it will change however for now I am in a much better place than I was six months ago wow looking back at those times it was hard to see past the mist.
Been watching many motivational YouTube videos and this is really helping me work is goo still have my health some money in the bank W was very fair on splitting the equity so cannot grumble at all
So my question ....do I wear red socks or black on Christmas Day
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Ghost x
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.