It’s not easy, and i should really sleep once I’ve got them settled. The 3 year old generally falls asleep waaay before baby. But i think it’s my stubbornness and want to do a little something for me.

I think that conversation went well. His desire to come with you may mean something or it may mean nothing. He does sound a bit in limbo, you may well have grabbed his attention a bit to think, “hang on, she’s not going to sit around waiting for me. This attractive woman and my daughter are planning a life without me”. He might not know if he wants to be with you, but you can bet he doesn’t want anyone else to”. Just be wary of any crumb throwing he may do in order to try and get your attention. Mine favours some latest drama to try and hook me in. Like a mug I’ve fallen for it a few times.

I also find myself like caz; a bit too nice for my own good. I sometimes wish i could be a bit more selfish like wh!


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16