Well, tomorrow's the day! Could be the end of my 25+ years with the woman I used to love, still do in many ways but her actions and hurtful words have made it almost impossible to ever have feelings for her the way I used to. It's very sad it has come to this but the prospect of what I have done for myself and my kids since BD in March surely light a new exciting path. Even though she reached out last week wanting to know if I would consider a "legal separation" over divorce has me still puzzled, we never talked about it(I let her know that I would) and she is in a mad scramble today to get some other things figured out financially as we need to let the lawyers know everything tomorrow. She will not approach me to discuss anything, I have made it clear I am willing to talk but nothing, I'm not sure why she feels this way, maybe her own guilt for what she has done is the reason but that would only be mind reading.
My kids are really struggling knowing that the life they once had will be vastly different soon, especially my s13! He's having a real hard time and my d11 doesn't want Christmas now! My W has done this to them and she has shown zero sign of even caring other than what she is doing! She is scheduled to move out on the 21st! 4 days before Christmas, I don't get it, guess I never will. Please give me the strength to get through tomorrow!
