two things... first--i think it's pretty amazing that your 10-year old son was able to communicate with his Sunday School leader that he was uncomfortable sitting in on the Sacrament of Marriage talks...
and second--you are not responsible for setting a good example of DBing here on these boards... these boards are here to help you... and in that, others receive help... please don't leave the board because you think you are not a DB master... hardly anybody here is... everyone comes as they are, with what they have, and--i do believe--gives it their best shot... and as it is with anything in life, everyone has their own journey, on their own timelines...
you are discouraged... we all get discouraged... even i do--2.5 years into piecing... sometimes i think i would like to run off to Kansas where nobody knows me, and live a quiet existence... as much as i have fouled things up, i know that i would be missed... just like you would be missed from these boards...
