Cherry. Getting on with a few bumps

[Cherry]

Sara, I’m so glad. No one is more deserving of a good treat than you! It’s an addictive slope though, i still have my first Chanel i bought years ago, still in its dust bag. The addiction can turn to shoes though, first louboutins and now my obsession is the Valentino rockstuds- I’ve got them in all colours, heeled and flat.

Aside from my shoe and bag addiction (all paid for by my dear self, thank you). Today my anger is still bubbling. The day started badly, a vivid dream of my beating this ow up, whoever she may be (this stereotype of Latino women can be right at times, i can be feisty). Then it’s usually his day to see the kids. S was all excited knowing he’d be coming. He didn’t show. No I’ve explanation, just a no show. I tried to stop my anger and active mind (probably spending his day wooing his “woman”, prioritising her over the kids). I wanted to ring him and let all hell out. Then a part of me thought “maybe this is what he wants”. It’d be justification to a narcissist to brand me as his crazy ex. So i didn’t. I left him. Do you guys think i did the right thing? I just cracked on with my day and had fun with the kids.

I will say here though. He is a narcissistic, bigamist, horrible man.