Cherry. Getting on with a few bumps

[Cherry]

Thank you V.
You’re right, it isn’t really any way surprising. I think this is part of my internal argument i have with myself. The grieving part is saying “but how can he say that” or “how can he move on so fast when I’m not ready to even entertain the idea of dating”.
Then the other part of me thinks that he has done so many strange strange out of character things, this is just another to add to the catalogue.

I don’t know if it’s strength or stubbornness. I don’t want to be dragged to being a broken shell of a woman not able to breathe without him. Yes, i am sad at the loss of what i thought was. I’m angry that I’m left with all the responsibilities. But I’m also determined to be grateful for what i do have, and roll with the punches.

My blessings and gratitude are my memories i make every day with my children. And how S enjoyed his first experience of snow today. While he’s off doing whatever waywards busy their time/thoughts with; i got to make precious memories. So who’s losing out here?