Weekends are the hardest part for me. I think because I know the rest of the days H and OW have to deal with work and school for her kids. The don't have unlimited time for each other.
I know I don't need to dwell on what they are or might be doing. It's just this time of year we were always involved in so much holiday fun. The thought of H continuing our traditions, just with a different family, is so hard. The few times we talked about the things we used to do he said he just wouldn't be doing that kind of stuff anymore. He enjoyed it so much I just have a hard time believing he isn't doing it.
But then he enjoyed his family too and seems to have no trouble being without us.
Off now to spend some time with DGD. The goal today is no tears in public. Wish me luck!
