Well... We're telling Family and kids just after Xmas... BUT her lease starts in Feb.
It's just ALOT harder now that she's to the point of taking action... Before I guess I somehow put it out of my mind... Now with A accelerating (Really think they are going to make a go of it together... given how hard they BOTH are working at it and have been... they both seem to be in Love with each other after multiple years)
It's getting harder for me to deal with this the closer the end gets... especially with her in front of me daily... Not acting mean... but acting cold and detached toward me mostly... and knowing she's actively working to keep her hatred of me going to justify and push her towards the finish line...
Me 47 STBXW 44 M ~20 D13 S15 BD mid 17 A Disc. 2 months after BD but evidence found ~2yr OM decade older S Imminent D Soon after
