Hi Pinn, I see you as a DBing success story my friend. I'm always sorry when a M ends in D - but you are feeling good within yourself and that is the main thing.
I can recall a real mix of relief - it is done - and sadness - it is over - when D finalised. But also I found it freeing to no longer be married to someone else's boyfriend.
Truly, I don't look back now and I hope the same for you. From all that you post recently, I sense that you will be making the most of 2018 and I'm glad for you!
Take care Pinn xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus