Interesting point. I wasn't looking at it from that point of view. In my case H and I do not see each other very much, if at all. Maybe he will be able to tell by our brief phone calls.
He has said over the last few weeks how sorry he is. Sorry for letting me down, sorry for everything, he just can't seem to say exactly what "everything" is. I told him I forgive him. I forgave him a few weeks into this whole mess when I realized just how messed up he was. It's hard to not forgive someone when you know the real them would never pull this nonsense.
Just not sure when I will be healed. I have moments when I just know everything is going to turn out perfectly fine and then others when it is all doom and gloom.
