V, that’s exactly what I’m focusing upon. I won’t lie and say it doesn’t bother me, it does. It bought up all those grieving for the past feelings. But at the same time, I’m angry. Furious in fact that he did this to me, and still has the ability to hurt me. So i am latching on to that anger to drive me and keep me moving forward.

Sara, I’ve not a clue who she is. But i always find one way of another the truth comes out. He’s potentially building a m with a woman who knows nothing about him, and who he already has secrets and lies and who he’s cheated on already. It’s almost comical the things they do and come out with. The mind must be in such a deep fog to ever believe they are making a good decision.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16