Notsure what to do...

[rexgm]

I regressed today and asked my wife if she wanted to give MC a try. I let her know that i now understand how i failed her in the past and how my actions could of been seen as rejection and not meeting her needs. That even though I tried i now see that i didnt truy give her 100% of myself when she needed it. I also stated that i am not a mind reader and i needed her to tell me how exactly to support her when she needs it.

I didnt apologize and in my mind it was a way that i was giving her one last chance before truly moving on. It didnt matter to me what she answered because even if she wanted to do MC i didnt see it as reconciling but more of finding out if we have a chance at reconciling. I understand that its her decision to come back but it is my decision where we go from there.

By doing this i know it means i havent truly let go, but i needed to do this in my mind so that i could move on.