Honestly, I don't know what happened. Life got so crazy, and I guess I just let this daily habit slip away.
I AM FINE. Cadence, girlfriend, my trip got ALL kinds of confused with travel dates, time, airports, connections, ferry boats, so much so that I wasn't even sure until the last day. I HATE HATE HATE that I was so close to you, and we missed the chance to meet. I would have loved nothing more.
So much has happened, and yet very little has changed on the H front. I can't even remember what was going on the last time I posted, and TBH, I don't have a chance right this second to read back and see..... but 25, when I logged on and saw your "where are you???", I realized this is exactly how I feel when my special people on here go missing. So thank you for not forgetting about me.
In the next few days, I'm going to block off some time and come on here, and try to catch up on at least a few sitches. I miss the daily talks and encouragements, and this will always be the safest place I know, probably ever.
My part time job has almost turned into full time, at least until the end of the year when I hope to get the legislature one. HOWEVER, night before last, I was driving on a delivery and a young man came straight into the side of my car, completely T-boned me on my driver's side, totaled his car, and we aren't sure yet about mine. UNBELIEVABLY both he and I walked away completely shaken to the core, but uninjured. It was an absolute miracle, and reminded me again of how short life can be, and not to waste time moaning over one lost love who probably wasn't worth it anyway.
I will have more to say on all that later, but must run and clock in. I miss you all so very much, and I will be back really soon.
M-60 H-51 M-14 years BD 12/26/16 S 1/1/17
"First the pain, then the rising." Glennon Doyle Melton
