Thank you again for your kind words. This does very much feel like death of a loved one... (I've gone through that before...) and in some ways so much worse as she's still right in front of me...and I'll have to deal with occasionally running into her for the rest of my life outside of kids... I really feel like after D I want nothing to do with her as long as OM is in picture. Brief exchanges with kids or logistical conversations (which is all she's interested in at any rate).
Me 47 STBXW 44 M ~20 D13 S15 BD mid 17 A Disc. 2 months after BD but evidence found ~2yr OM decade older S Imminent D Soon after