She says she still gets that regret which she's always had (and which she has in fact told mme about in the past even as far back as when we were dating) that she feels like she wanted to be a free spirit and just get on a bus and head west or to joion the peace corps or something but she never did,
The reason I said she never wanted to marry, was deducted from the quote above. I did not mean it was a direct quote from her.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!