You people amaze me with how early you're all on here.
Aw, thanks, you're making me blush! You're right about me being 'slightly' LD. When I call myself LD, I guess the meaning I'm going for is Lower Drive than my H and (MUCH) Lower Drive than what I used to be. I love my H more than I ever thought possible, so when I felt there was something changing in our R (and not for the better) I knew I had to do something about it before it got 'beyond' my abilities. He said something to me last night via MSN Messenger (this is one of the easiest ways I've found to communicate with him, open and honestly, because it allows me to compose my thoughts and react to what he says) that made me cry. This is what it's all about for me; this is why I started working on 'us' as soon as I did...
H: hunny, i love you so much i am overjoyed to be with you...i just get warm inside sometimes and think about our future and the love I have with you, it is an amazingly powerful influence in my "new" life and everyday actions
*Sniff* I must've been Mother Teresa in a previous life.
I'm going to read PM as soon as I can get my hands on it...I'm going to put every effort into keeping this R growing as good as it is right now!
As for being "wise beyond [my] years", I don't really think so, but I'll just shut up and take the compliment.
