A fresh start? (probably not!)

[CW2017]

Good evening wonderful people
not much of an update here from my "double life" existence (although I can't say I'm looking forward to my W going to her work Christmas party this Friday). I am in fact asking for specific advice for which I have seen comments here before. Don't know if it's anything to do with the "first anniversary" coming up but I am finding myself developing feelings for one of the other Moms in my D's class. From what I have seen here this is not recommended as I am not in the correct frame of mind at the moment and probably am not thinking straight in any case and will end up even more screwed up. I guess any female attention should be taken as an ego boost but my god I can understand limerance now!